Meeting up…with a long lost friend

November 12th, 2007 by littlecayosura

cant believe my ears….and eyes…i thk God tht they took initiative to meet up with me…although it was just for awhile…but i’m content enough to know tht they are still contacting me. meeting up with those friends are awesome…getting back together after 8-9 years is superb…so i do cherish their friendship…may the friendship continue to blossom…

without jesus days are

May 16th, 2007 by littlecayosura

moanday, tearsday, wasteday, thristday, frightday,shatterday & sadday, so be with jesus everyday.

mother’s day

May 13th, 2007 by littlecayosura

just saw my sister doing the whole thing of the mother’s day powerpoint….really make me feel very encouraged to see how my sister live her life…

she looks so tired we yet she hanged on…finishing the powerpoint just for the mothers in my church….to celebrate mothers’ day. i see her working hard…and i really looked up to her.

cheers, sister you did a whole lot every year =) you deserve a good compliment =) love you.

so sad

April 30th, 2007 by littlecayosura

lately have been blaming a lot of things that have gone wrong.

recently got a news from a friend about her losing way in life. Thinking abt how to get back in track makes me worry for her a lot. I cant believe my ears when i got the news from her. She is no longer a christian? i ask the Lord…why…at this time…why do you allow me to know abt this now. It isnt the right time. I do not know why…but i know this kind of thing is real.

This friend of mine is doubting her faith. I’m not sure abt wht and where her problems lies. But i know she has been a great help to me when she is in pahang. I remembered every moments we shared our days together and memories when i cry becoz i dint know wht to do about some issues, she would just pray over the phone and console me.

Now….when she sms me to let me know abt why she left. I have a very heavy heart. That means we cant even meet? i prayerfully hope to meet her someday shining for Christ again. I really hope that in her. She has been an encourager to me too i think many people have been encouraged by her as well.

just miss the times. Take care my friend. Miss you a lot….

training for tracting for the OA youths

April 1st, 2007 by littlecayosura

woah was very early to reach tgc on the friday night. Met with pensyarah and " Freddie". Then slowly more people from various kampung came for the meeting.

Dunno wht happen to me….like a zap when i saw freddie. Never known him in my life…lol but feels very comfortable when saw him….i was liked…lol babe what are you doing? you never know him all your life….crazy……(everything was just ,yer so shy).

Thank God i wasnt blushing or so….he just came from sarawak together with our pensyarah(lecturer) just to accompany our lecturer of the day.

During lectures i realize that i was trying hard to pay attention on wht my lecturer said and talked about in front. Praying hard that i’ll understand. everything was in a rush… it was a clash course of 3 fulls days. We just have few hours of two days to cover up everything which is 10 chapters. Seriously…it was hard for me to capture the whole thing. how abt the oa’s i doubt tht too. But anyway i did mentioned it to one of the uncles incharged abt it. So after the last lecture he did ask us to re read everything that is taught for future purpose.

There was me & U

March 28th, 2007 by littlecayosura

It’s funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I’m standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don’t really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I’m not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That’s coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I’m only left with used-to-be’s
And once upon a song

Now I know you’re not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don’t come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can’t believe that
I could be so blind
It’s like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn’t mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Will miss them =)

March 27th, 2007 by littlecayosura

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Joyce, Carmen & Joy on their last day of tuition.

Through this 3 months of helping them in english, maths and science have allow me to know more about myself and how much i can prepare myself. It is nothing too hard if i prepare and focus on something….one at a time.

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Kids studying for their sceince test….last night.

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will really miss them loads. May the Lord God bless them always. Continue to pray for Carmen, she started attending sunday school last week. Praise the Lord. =)…..

Thank you for all your prayers…..=) and support during my 3 months.

Special thanks to those who’ve been praying for me throughout this 3 months.

Make a difference

March 25th, 2007 by littlecayosura

Make A Difference (G)

Verse:
                 G                 D              Em

Won’t you Lord, take a look at our hands
C                     G    Am                 D
Everything we have, use it for your plan
                G                 D             Em
Won’t you Lord, take a look at our hearts
C             G                Am       D
Mould it refine it as you set us apart

Chorus:
                  G                          Em

We want to run to the altar and catch the fire
      C             G                     Am                D
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead
               G                                Em
Give us a heart of compassion for world without vision
      C                 G                   Am D           G
We will make a difference bringing hope to our land.

thank you for giving to the Lord

March 25th, 2007 by littlecayosura

Thank You for Giving
to The Lord
Music & Lyrics by Ray Boltz

        I dreamed I went to Heaven, you were there with me.
        We walked upon the streets of gold beside the Crystal Sea.
        We heard the angels singing, then someone called your name.
        You turned and saw this young man, and he was smiling as he came.

        He said, "Friend you may not know me now," and then he said, "But wait -
        You used to teach my Sunday School, when I was only eight.
        And every week you would say a prayer before the class would start.
        And one day when you said that prayer,
        I asked Jesus in my heart."

          Chorus
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am a life that was changed.
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am so glad you gave.

        Then another man stood before you, he said "Remember the time,
        A missionary came to your church, His pictures made you cry.
        You didn’t have much money but you gave it anyway.
        Jesus took that gift you gave
        And that’s why I’m in Heaven today"

          Chorus
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am a life that was changed.
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am so glad you gave.

        One by one they came, far as your eyes could see.
        Each life somehow touched by your generosity.
        Little things that you had done, sacrifices that you made,
        They were unnoticed on this earth
        In Heaven now proclaimed.

          Chorus
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am a life that was changed.
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am so glad you gave.

        And I know up in Heaven you’re not supposed to cry
        But I am almost sure there were tears in your eyes
        As Jesus took your hand and you stood before the Lord
        He said "My child look around you,
        Great is your reward."

          Chorus
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am a life that was changed.
          Thank you for giving to the Lord,
          I am so glad you gave,
          I am so glad you gave.

nice nite

March 20th, 2007 by littlecayosura

went out with ah niu,karmung and yen yen today…havent talk to them for a very long time really very happy to meet up with them again…although the sense of tounge tied is there a little…but i was glad tht we can talk a little after it has been a few months since we last met…

after the little tea night my friend ah niu fetch me home…dint know that he was staying just nearby my house….lol…thought that he was staying in bukit bendera…we laughed when i realized that he was staying so near my house…

hoping that i would be able to see them more often then…but i’m a little sad coz yen yen and pei pei will be going to singapore to work…anyway i just wishing them gambateh!!! in their life…no matter what they’ll work as…i just send all wishes to them as a friend that will miss their company when they heads to spore next month to work there….

God bless you all my friends….love your company…and thanks for my best birthday ever…i’ll never forget it although i cried tht night =P….