Babe Shaped for Christ

you brought me out to know the truth,

you taught me a lot of things about how to live a life that is pleasing to our Lord and saviour.

you taught me from head to toe…which is right or wrong in the eyes of God.

you help me see the difference between a Godly man and a ungodly one.

you allow me and challeged me to read my bible and put into practice what i’ve learn.

you help God to help me learn what i do not know about Him.

you told me so many things…God use you mightyly to help me learn about His love, existence and His wrath through you.

Through you I get to know brilliant things about our Lord….

Through you I get so much impromtu rebuke and changes.

I’ve learn to accept open rebuke…that i’ve never never felt it is a watse of time spending time on my life.

I really think through what you told me everytime and then pray to the Lord to ask for forgiveness…when the spirit really convict me through the bible where you share it with me.

It was through you that i came to know that i truely and faithfully stand for the Lord.

It was from you and all the challenges tht God gave me through you, have made me bolder and stronger everyday in my life.

I thank god for you everyday in my life.

but what i seen today have made me think that i was not extremely correct at all times.

Sometimes the things you taught me…you never seem to put them into practice.

You said…we have to live a holy life for the Lord, but it seems like your life never shows it when you are outside of the assembly.

You said that, but you sure that you really fear the Lord so much???

Ok if you say you are not prefect…are you saying that there is a credit for us christians to continue sinning without realizing??

Do you know tht what you are doing right now is just letting me down…and letting the Lord show me and prove to me that you havent reach the standard of rebuking others so much. And you havent really reach the criteria of leading a household.

your spiritual life and your life is a complete contrast..

you can say that you are living rightfully in the assembly, everything was in order.

how abt when you are not in meetings? where do you hang out? what do you speak with your friends? are they of good content?

lol i’m not being judgemental but just confuse abt your life. you can say you love God and fear him…but i really and truely dont understand…was everything you do in vain in the eyes of God…

only you and God knows….but I’m dissapointed to you as a sister in the Lord…

I will not identify your name..but jst want you to know that …check yourself and be rightful to the Lord. DO what you preach!

forgiven babe

i was still waiting for the Lord to reveal if you are the rightful person in the lord…but this has prove to be wrong…was everything in vain afterall?? brother?? i miss the times you take charge of bible reading…the times of laughter over the phone because of the blessings that we have learning the word of God together.

most probably you might think that i was there for a different purpose…but you ask God…if my heart was right in the Lord during that time…??

not until you told me that i match all your criteria…I wouldnt have fallen into a trap of ungodliness and temptation…

this has allowed you to think of me like any other girls around your life that is just of a guy that i change for??

let you know what ?? i do everything for the Lord…not satisfy others. i pray that one day..one fine day…we’ll come back to be friends again…friends in the Lord…friendship that will never be broken.

forgivenbabe

one of my little gurls are having a hard time working fast today…most probably she is very sleepy…not enough rest… but i’m very happy tht the other two girls are enjoying themselves….i’m not really sure abt wht happen to the little one today…she even cried…sometimes i wondered if i’m giving too much writting to them. Dear God please help me not to overwork my kids in primary one tuition…in Jesus name Amen.

having a bible study with little joy today and last tuesday was indeed a blessing…she is very willing to read words that you dont know…this really encourage me that she is willing to share what she thinks in her devotion with me…I’m glad to have her as my student and i’m very proud of her.

Joy, joyce and Carmen… i’m glad to have you all as my "anak murid"

love you all a lot…and i’ll most probably miss you all after being with you all for 3 months….

forgiven babe

30:18 And therefore will the LORD wait, that he may be gracious unto you, and therefore will he be exalted, that he may have mercy upon you: for the LORD [is] a God of judgment: blessed [are] all they that wait for him.

30:19 For the people shall dwell in Zion at Jerusalem: thou shalt weep no more: he will be very gracious unto thee at the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.

30:20 And [though] the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers:

30:21 And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This [is] the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.

today was helping up the form 4 and 5 in a group….wasnt really prepared to teach very well. I hope my students really understand what is being thought…

this is a very experience to know tht i’m english level of understanding is not extremely good. i might be able to help but not to a full extend. I hope that the little help tht i have given can benefit them. i hope that they can understand what am i talking about….but i trust the Lord that He’ll help me be able to teach them well.

The lord has been good by providing ashley to interpret for me….thank you so much ashley…i owe you one. muakz =P i still have another two more months to go in helping my little siblings in the Lord to understand the ways to learn english…i hope those materials helps.

Thanking God for everything… i’m worried but i enjoyed today’s Yp… i’m not tired i’m just a little worried …whether i’m accurate enough when i’m teaching my form 4 and 5.

forgiven babe

‘i’m currently over in Pastor Ah bah’s house…having a great time helping up in church and learning from experience…although maybe to many this is just a very small thing….but i’m happy and glad to be able to do things for the Lord…just feels so awesome and happy that I finally got the chance to help outside church. this first time experience, hope tht there will be more to come.

I have a good time learning from pastor ah bah and his family indirectly and directly. I’m happy to get to know his children better… I"m glad tht yingying have much similar conviction with me in the Lord…this really did encourage me a lot…while i share similar interest with her.

especially the BGR part =P lol. we have many likes that are similar too. That brings us close. Especially when we share similar conviction to serve the Lord in the mission field. I’m happy for her interest in serving God in teaching ministry. Although she is currently a student, her maturity in life has spur me stronger for the Lord.

I’m hopping tht one day…i’ll be able to go down to batam with them on a mission trip. it’ll be fun and great. Tomorrow we’ll be going for the korean church camp that would be held in Pj area. i"m kind of exicted…there are not so much anxiety or butterfly in the stomach kinda feeling coz i’m not afraid, coz i’m too happy to be in a situation to share God’s word for the first time.

I prayerfully hope tht i’ll lead the people of God well and hopefully they’ll get encouraged by the song and verses shared. i just have to leave everything to the Lord.

so happy!!! =)

no greater joy when i get to know that others tht i’m helping is going through the same position as i’m going through. i thought i’m very silly sometimes did so many wrong things in life. but the Lord show me through another person that i’m actually for him to use…to be a help in encouraging someone of the same dillema tht need the Lord’s guidance…the Lord work in wonders…he really brings us to a right person at the right time…i’m blessed when i learn from friends about their spirtual life. i get encouraged everytime when i think abt the fact tht i know how and wht they are going through easily. although i do not know wht they go through exactly because God made us different but at least i know part of it of their care and concern.

I’m very bless to know tht i can be able to help and i thank God that through my weaknesses i can use it to glorify him. there are still many things in life to learn but i’m glad to have learned one most important one…hehe..

forgivenbabe

thank you so…..oOOOO much seow leng…really like the little bear with a 21 year old key on it’s hands. kawaii des neh =). i’ve been wanting the bear for ages.. cant believe tht you bought me something tht i really like. little patched bear….

making cookies for me….Mmmn very nice leh…really yummy and delicious…very nice birthday gift. even the present is wrapped in the way tht looks appealing to the eyes…so happy to recieve tht gift this morning at the post office. remember not to use pos laju anymore…very bad service,,,,took it 5-6 days to reach me….watse money only haihs….hehehe….anyway i really thank God for having a thoughful friend like you….it is one of the best birthday gift ever!!! love you seowleng cant wait to see you soon this month….!!!

forgiven bABE