to the person tht i 1st thought was the right one

you brought me out to know the truth,

you taught me a lot of things about how to live a life that is pleasing to our Lord and saviour.

you taught me from head to toe…which is right or wrong in the eyes of God.

you help me see the difference between a Godly man and a ungodly one.

you allow me and challeged me to read my bible and put into practice what i’ve learn.

you help God to help me learn what i do not know about Him.

you told me so many things…God use you mightyly to help me learn about His love, existence and His wrath through you.

Through you I get to know brilliant things about our Lord….

Through you I get so much impromtu rebuke and changes.

I’ve learn to accept open rebuke…that i’ve never never felt it is a watse of time spending time on my life.

I really think through what you told me everytime and then pray to the Lord to ask for forgiveness…when the spirit really convict me through the bible where you share it with me.

It was through you that i came to know that i truely and faithfully stand for the Lord.

It was from you and all the challenges tht God gave me through you, have made me bolder and stronger everyday in my life.

I thank god for you everyday in my life.

but what i seen today have made me think that i was not extremely correct at all times.

Sometimes the things you taught me…you never seem to put them into practice.

You said…we have to live a holy life for the Lord, but it seems like your life never shows it when you are outside of the assembly.

You said that, but you sure that you really fear the Lord so much???

Ok if you say you are not prefect…are you saying that there is a credit for us christians to continue sinning without realizing??

Do you know tht what you are doing right now is just letting me down…and letting the Lord show me and prove to me that you havent reach the standard of rebuking others so much. And you havent really reach the criteria of leading a household.

your spiritual life and your life is a complete contrast..

you can say that you are living rightfully in the assembly, everything was in order.

how abt when you are not in meetings? where do you hang out? what do you speak with your friends? are they of good content?

lol i’m not being judgemental but just confuse abt your life. you can say you love God and fear him…but i really and truely dont understand…was everything you do in vain in the eyes of God…

only you and God knows….but I’m dissapointed to you as a sister in the Lord…

I will not identify your name..but jst want you to know that …check yourself and be rightful to the Lord. DO what you preach!

forgiven babe

i was still waiting for the Lord to reveal if you are the rightful person in the lord…but this has prove to be wrong…was everything in vain afterall?? brother?? i miss the times you take charge of bible reading…the times of laughter over the phone because of the blessings that we have learning the word of God together.

most probably you might think that i was there for a different purpose…but you ask God…if my heart was right in the Lord during that time…??

not until you told me that i match all your criteria…I wouldnt have fallen into a trap of ungodliness and temptation…

this has allowed you to think of me like any other girls around your life that is just of a guy that i change for??

let you know what ?? i do everything for the Lord…not satisfy others. i pray that one day..one fine day…we’ll come back to be friends again…friends in the Lord…friendship that will never be broken.

forgivenbabe

One Response to “to the person tht i 1st thought was the right one”

  1. nicola Says:

    emm …
    emmm …

    Let God’s word fill your memory, rule your heart and guide your feet. I’m feel so sorry that I spent less of time listened your voice from your heart. I think you been hurt? right? don’t sad!!

    Life is a process of learning,a process learning of dicovering the truth in life. As human being, we have to confess the mistake we made, to accpet the culture dissimilarity of each and do free a space for breathing and growing as flexibility.

    Slow down your steps, paying atention on God’s word and be enjoy the consolation of his gentle’s love. This is what I used to practiced when I get dissapointed that people turn me down. I always think that I might still far away with the holiness and perfection that God want me to be and only thing would change when my negative thinking swift on to positive thinking.I allow remain a room for accepting uncondition’s grace from Jesus in me even sometime people are surround of you they are judging or labeling you as worthless.

    I know you’re the kind of lady seriously handling all the task when you are decided to commit in it, like the position you been served in Christmas event and you will be too when talk about relationship. No people can act like prophet in term of predicting whether he’s better for you or not,trust God in the way He will guide you and I believed that He want you to discovering the wonderful and astonish of learning in the process of pursuing the true love.

    You will find it!!

    Let’s faith have your home in heart!!

    I will be there for you ..jia you!!

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