Babe Shaped for Christ

lately have been blaming a lot of things that have gone wrong.

recently got a news from a friend about her losing way in life. Thinking abt how to get back in track makes me worry for her a lot. I cant believe my ears when i got the news from her. She is no longer a christian? i ask the Lord…why…at this time…why do you allow me to know abt this now. It isnt the right time. I do not know why…but i know this kind of thing is real.

This friend of mine is doubting her faith. I’m not sure abt wht and where her problems lies. But i know she has been a great help to me when she is in pahang. I remembered every moments we shared our days together and memories when i cry becoz i dint know wht to do about some issues, she would just pray over the phone and console me.

Now….when she sms me to let me know abt why she left. I have a very heavy heart. That means we cant even meet? i prayerfully hope to meet her someday shining for Christ again. I really hope that in her. She has been an encourager to me too i think many people have been encouraged by her as well.

just miss the times. Take care my friend. Miss you a lot….

woah was very early to reach tgc on the friday night. Met with pensyarah and " Freddie". Then slowly more people from various kampung came for the meeting.

Dunno wht happen to me….like a zap when i saw freddie. Never known him in my life…lol but feels very comfortable when saw him….i was liked…lol babe what are you doing? you never know him all your life….crazy……(everything was just ,yer so shy).

Thank God i wasnt blushing or so….he just came from sarawak together with our pensyarah(lecturer) just to accompany our lecturer of the day.

During lectures i realize that i was trying hard to pay attention on wht my lecturer said and talked about in front. Praying hard that i’ll understand. everything was in a rush… it was a clash course of 3 fulls days. We just have few hours of two days to cover up everything which is 10 chapters. Seriously…it was hard for me to capture the whole thing. how abt the oa’s i doubt tht too. But anyway i did mentioned it to one of the uncles incharged abt it. So after the last lecture he did ask us to re read everything that is taught for future purpose.